Tired

Of everything. I guess I am in a rut after Michael left to go back to that hated country. I am just so tired of it all. I want him home with me, to help with the dogs and household chores that I am just tired of doing. I want him in bed next to me at night. We bought an amazing king size bed while he was home over leave, and it was delivered on Friday. It feels so huge without him in it. Of course the animals have enjoyed it, but it isn't the same.

I am tired of work, but keep volunteering to pick up more shifts so I am not sitting at home by myself. At least I am making money for the house we hope to build when he comes home. (I'm not getting my hopes up though, I always do and then it never happens). I really don't even mind the work, I think it's the fact that there is nothing waiting for me when I get home (To be far, the dogs wait for me everyday and love to see me, but it's not the same)

I don't even feel like blogging about anything right now. It's just the same things day in and day out. Get up early, take care of the dogs, back to bed, work maybe, or sit at home and wait for work.

I am just tired of this deployment and ready for October and to see my husband everyday.