Well, I have survived three days back to work so far! I have cried less everyday, but I am still crying and I don't think that will ever change. I just feel like a horrible mom leaving him with someone else (even if it's my mom) all day. I told my husband this and he reassured me I was a good mom because I was providing for him by working. Ahhh.
At least school will be out in three weeks. Only 10 1/2 more days with kids, so that's the hard part. They are off the walls and out of control! At lot of this has to do with being the end of the school year, but it also has to do because the sub I had while I was gone let them do whatever they wanted. Nice. I have tried to reign the in, but at this point I am leaning toward not really caring and into survival mode. We have SO much going on these last two weeks they should be kept busy, and I have LOTS of things to hang over their head if they misbehave!
My sweet little boy is doing well with my Mom. He was fussy yesterday but still an overall good baby. Pumping, while annoying at times when I have papers to grade, is going well and he hasn't had any problem going from bottle to nursing at night. On Sunday night he slept for a 5 hour stretch again, but the last two nights we are back to every three hours. I guess it will come eventually, but I am hoping for sooner rather than later.
Only two more days this work week, and then a three day week for Memorial Day. The weather is going to be gorgeous and I plan on laying out and starting on my summer tan. I can't wait to spend time with my baby ALL weekend!
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