A Hard Day

Today, I will be leaving my little munchkin at Ms. Margaret's and heading back into work. I know it is going to be much harder on me than him! I feel like a horrible Mother for leaving him with someone else during the day. I know that I am doing the right thing - providing for his future, but I still have that voice in the back of my head, filled with doubt.

How am I not going to spend all day looking at this cute face?
It breaks my heart. I have spend everyday with him all summer, so I am going to be going through withdrawal. I have already warned my fellow teachers that I am going to be a HOT MESS.

I know Ms. Margaret is more than capable I just worry. Is she going to check on him as much as I do? Will he take the bottle without a problem for her? Will he nap ok? Will he know I left him? Will she play with him as much as I do?

I just pray my work day goes by FAST. I know that I am going to be very anxious to pick up my little man. Tomorrow morning I plan on giving extra hugs and cuddles and kisses. I am going to try to be happy when I drop him off so he sees that everything is ok (Does he really know) but I know as soon as I leave the waterworks will start.

Say a little prayer for me today!